Sister Wives' Robyn Brown Always Feels Like the ‘Bad Guy’ as Kody Calls His Family a Bunch of ‘Jerks’

TheSister Wivesstar, 45, tells PEOPLE the couple have “an agreement that if we decide we don’t want to be married anymore, we’re not going to hold each other up.”

However, the TLC star insists never considered leaving Kody, saying, “I never thought that I wanted to leave the marriage. No. I just know how much I love Kody, and I know he is a good guy and he’s doing his best.”

Kody and Robyn Brown

“I can’t imagine any other man being able to go through what he’s going through and still be doing OK, to be going through this much turmoil and stress and heartache and then have it all be on a television show,” she adds referring to the collapse of their family.

“Considering that he’s still in one piece, I feel like that’s a pretty big deal, because I can’t imagine … It’s just a lot,” she adds. “And even, it’s a lot for me, and it’s a different situation for him.”

Robyn Brown, Meri Brown, Kody Brown, Christine Brown and Janelle Brown from Sister Wives arrive at the grand opening of Mike Tyson’s one-man show at the Hollywood Theatre at the MGM Grand Hotel/Casino on April 14, 2012 in Las Vegas, Nevada.

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source: people.com