An OceanGate submersible.Photo:Ocean Gate / Handout/Anadolu Agency via Getty ImagesChristine Dawood’s husband and son werepassengersamong the ill-fatedTitanic-bound submersiblethat went missing about 900 miles east of Cape Cod in the North Atlantic this past summer.In her first in-depth interview, the widow told theDaily Mailabout the last time she saw her loved ones, her family’s grief, and how she has been able to cope with the tragedy.“When I dream of him, I can still feel that hug from him, and that made me quite angry, because I felt alone,” she told the outlet in a video interview shared on Friday. In the clip, footage of her late son played across the screen.Suleman Dawood and father Shahzada Dawood.HANDOUT/DAWOOD HERCULES CORPORATION/AFPPakistani billionaireShahzada Dawood, 48, and his 19-year-old son Suleman Dawood were both “on a journey to visit the remnants of the Titanic in the Atlantic ocean” when the vessel went missing, their family previously said in a statement to the BBC.They had been traveling on a June OceanGate expedition to see the famed sunken luxury liner along with company CEO Stockton Rush, British businessman Hamish Harding, and French diver Paul-Henri Nargeolet.“If they would’ve come back up, that would’ve been the story of a lifetime,” Christine continued.Though no bodies were recovered, she added that she’s at peace with her late husband and son not having a grave, “because I would like to think of them as part of the ocean now.”Titanic wreckage.Xavier DESMIER/Gamma-Rapho GettyShe added that ahead of the expedition, she didn’t have any apprehension for Shahzada and Suleman to go on the trip because there had never been a submersible accident that she was aware of.Christine referred to her family as “glampers of explorers” and said that the morning of the dive, her husband’s face was “glowing” with excitement.“He was really, really happy to go down. And Suleman was very happy,” she said with a smile.Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.Her first inclination that there was a problem was when it was announced that the main ship had lost communication with the sub. “But we didn’t lose hope until the Coast Guard actually told us that they found debris.”Christine admitted that in the last seven months, there have been many times when she’s “just looked out in the ocean and cried.”Her daughter Alina was 17 when the incident happened.Debris from the Titan submersible.Paul Daly/The Canadian Press via AP"The moment we knew they’d found debris and there were no survivors, Alina and I went on deck. Until that moment we’d had hope. We took some cushions with us and just sat there looking out at the ocean. We were both crying. I turned to her and said, ‘I’m a widow now.’ She said, ‘Yes, and I’m a single child.’ Then we cried even more.”Christine said she chose to do the interview because Suleman’s birthday is coming up on Jan. 15 and she wants to remember him.“These men were true explorers who shared a distinct spirit of adventure, and a deep passion for exploring and protecting the world’s oceans. Our hearts are with these five souls and every member of their families during this tragic time. We grieve the loss of life and joy they brought to everyone they knew,” OceanGate previously said.
An OceanGate submersible.Photo:Ocean Gate / Handout/Anadolu Agency via Getty Images
Ocean Gate / Handout/Anadolu Agency via Getty Images
Christine Dawood’s husband and son werepassengersamong the ill-fatedTitanic-bound submersiblethat went missing about 900 miles east of Cape Cod in the North Atlantic this past summer.In her first in-depth interview, the widow told theDaily Mailabout the last time she saw her loved ones, her family’s grief, and how she has been able to cope with the tragedy.“When I dream of him, I can still feel that hug from him, and that made me quite angry, because I felt alone,” she told the outlet in a video interview shared on Friday. In the clip, footage of her late son played across the screen.Suleman Dawood and father Shahzada Dawood.HANDOUT/DAWOOD HERCULES CORPORATION/AFPPakistani billionaireShahzada Dawood, 48, and his 19-year-old son Suleman Dawood were both “on a journey to visit the remnants of the Titanic in the Atlantic ocean” when the vessel went missing, their family previously said in a statement to the BBC.They had been traveling on a June OceanGate expedition to see the famed sunken luxury liner along with company CEO Stockton Rush, British businessman Hamish Harding, and French diver Paul-Henri Nargeolet.“If they would’ve come back up, that would’ve been the story of a lifetime,” Christine continued.Though no bodies were recovered, she added that she’s at peace with her late husband and son not having a grave, “because I would like to think of them as part of the ocean now.”Titanic wreckage.Xavier DESMIER/Gamma-Rapho GettyShe added that ahead of the expedition, she didn’t have any apprehension for Shahzada and Suleman to go on the trip because there had never been a submersible accident that she was aware of.Christine referred to her family as “glampers of explorers” and said that the morning of the dive, her husband’s face was “glowing” with excitement.“He was really, really happy to go down. And Suleman was very happy,” she said with a smile.Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.Her first inclination that there was a problem was when it was announced that the main ship had lost communication with the sub. “But we didn’t lose hope until the Coast Guard actually told us that they found debris.”Christine admitted that in the last seven months, there have been many times when she’s “just looked out in the ocean and cried.”Her daughter Alina was 17 when the incident happened.Debris from the Titan submersible.Paul Daly/The Canadian Press via AP"The moment we knew they’d found debris and there were no survivors, Alina and I went on deck. Until that moment we’d had hope. We took some cushions with us and just sat there looking out at the ocean. We were both crying. I turned to her and said, ‘I’m a widow now.’ She said, ‘Yes, and I’m a single child.’ Then we cried even more.”Christine said she chose to do the interview because Suleman’s birthday is coming up on Jan. 15 and she wants to remember him.“These men were true explorers who shared a distinct spirit of adventure, and a deep passion for exploring and protecting the world’s oceans. Our hearts are with these five souls and every member of their families during this tragic time. We grieve the loss of life and joy they brought to everyone they knew,” OceanGate previously said.
Christine Dawood’s husband and son werepassengersamong the ill-fatedTitanic-bound submersiblethat went missing about 900 miles east of Cape Cod in the North Atlantic this past summer.
In her first in-depth interview, the widow told theDaily Mailabout the last time she saw her loved ones, her family’s grief, and how she has been able to cope with the tragedy.
“When I dream of him, I can still feel that hug from him, and that made me quite angry, because I felt alone,” she told the outlet in a video interview shared on Friday. In the clip, footage of her late son played across the screen.
Suleman Dawood and father Shahzada Dawood.HANDOUT/DAWOOD HERCULES CORPORATION/AFP
HANDOUT/DAWOOD HERCULES CORPORATION/AFP
Pakistani billionaireShahzada Dawood, 48, and his 19-year-old son Suleman Dawood were both “on a journey to visit the remnants of the Titanic in the Atlantic ocean” when the vessel went missing, their family previously said in a statement to the BBC.
They had been traveling on a June OceanGate expedition to see the famed sunken luxury liner along with company CEO Stockton Rush, British businessman Hamish Harding, and French diver Paul-Henri Nargeolet.
“If they would’ve come back up, that would’ve been the story of a lifetime,” Christine continued.
Though no bodies were recovered, she added that she’s at peace with her late husband and son not having a grave, “because I would like to think of them as part of the ocean now.”
Titanic wreckage.Xavier DESMIER/Gamma-Rapho Getty
Xavier DESMIER/Gamma-Rapho Getty
She added that ahead of the expedition, she didn’t have any apprehension for Shahzada and Suleman to go on the trip because there had never been a submersible accident that she was aware of.
Christine referred to her family as “glampers of explorers” and said that the morning of the dive, her husband’s face was “glowing” with excitement.
“He was really, really happy to go down. And Suleman was very happy,” she said with a smile.
Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.
Her first inclination that there was a problem was when it was announced that the main ship had lost communication with the sub. “But we didn’t lose hope until the Coast Guard actually told us that they found debris.”
Christine admitted that in the last seven months, there have been many times when she’s “just looked out in the ocean and cried.”
Her daughter Alina was 17 when the incident happened.
Debris from the Titan submersible.Paul Daly/The Canadian Press via AP
Paul Daly/The Canadian Press via AP
“The moment we knew they’d found debris and there were no survivors, Alina and I went on deck. Until that moment we’d had hope. We took some cushions with us and just sat there looking out at the ocean. We were both crying. I turned to her and said, ‘I’m a widow now.’ She said, ‘Yes, and I’m a single child.’ Then we cried even more.”
Christine said she chose to do the interview because Suleman’s birthday is coming up on Jan. 15 and she wants to remember him.
“These men were true explorers who shared a distinct spirit of adventure, and a deep passion for exploring and protecting the world’s oceans. Our hearts are with these five souls and every member of their families during this tragic time. We grieve the loss of life and joy they brought to everyone they knew,” OceanGate previously said.
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